Saturday, July 28, 2012

"I learned a lot about what I can do"

Well..hello blogging world.
It seems I like to leave ya'll in long periods of silence.
This past year has been the biggest whirl wind of change.

Highlights:
..I graduated school.
..I have the best career and work environment, ever.
..Im, INSPIRED.
..Im in mushy cheesy love.
..Im awake.

I feel like there were times in the past years where I just felt asleep.
Ya know?

Like everything around me was a dream.
My life.
My friends.
My mistakes.
accomplishments..

But not anymore.
I feel it all. See the reality in everything.
Its a good thing. I swear.
It feels good. 
Humanity.


First there was school--
It completely ended my rut. I looked forward to something. There were goals to achieve...it was a blessing in disguise. I fell in love with the creativity, the art, the sculpture of hair. It gives me goosebumps..I get so excited sometimes. I've always been one of those people that has to "fix" things for others. And I think this is my way to do that on a daily basis. I love forming relationships with new guests. I was always told I should be a psychiatrist..and well. I am..


You guys have heard of the Domino effect..right? Well, It happened. It started at The Process Institite of Cosmetology..best place to go if you're looking into Hair Design! That place was a gift. It gave me..possibly the best education I could have asked for. The instructors got me excited.. about life, the future, HAIR! It was inspirational..the impact that place had on me. And now, I just want to share that inspiration.





Ergo...the next domino. Right before graduation I was hired at the BEST Salon for me. The ladies I share my life with at Salon Disegno are so genuinely kind. They make me want to be a better person. We build ourselves and our team in such a positive atmosphere. We do charity work. We volunteer. Its made me realize that this life is all about giving back. And well, that makes life exciting.





 In my past blogs I read about ruts...what rut? 


IM RUT FREE!! 

All of this turning my life around. Being happy. Creative. Inspired. Loving. Kind. Well, it led me to being the person that I used to be. Or wanted to be. Or aspired to be..Whatever!.. Whichever person I am now...Im glad I found her. She's stronger, more confident. Less depressing. She believes in the good in the world. She believes in love-- the really mushy, cheesy, lasts forever kinda love.


Which brings us to this Boy of mine.
He's the bomb diggity..
Hes kind.
Smart.
Hilarious.
Loving.
Handsome.
Comforting.

He's just..the best part of my day!

We have history...me and this boy. We're what you call High school sweet hearts. There is a lot of heartache and mistakes in our past. Buut I don't think of it as a bad omen..more, growth. Growth into the adults we are today. Over the years...he has become more of the man I wanted..than I ever thought possible. He has the sweetest, kindest disposition when it comes to me and my needs. And did I mention handsome? This Boyy is adorable. He makes me laugh. We're playful. We're clingy. We're independent. We're adventurous.

He's home.



Let me esplain. He isn't home. Thats silly. A person can't be a building. But more a feeling..Ya dig? Home is in his arms. Watching movies on the couch. Eating our signature dessert...brownies and ice cream ( I should really expand our dessert options ). Falling asleep so he has to wake me up and tell me to go to bed. Thats home. Thats comfort. Thats...Happy. I think I could stay inside tucked away with this Boyy forever.

Mushy and Cheesy?
I know.
You were forewarned.

P.S-- Everytime my phone lights up and its him..My heart smiles. The weak in the knees kinda smile that lets you know its gonna be forever. 




Im happy guys..
Its been a long time coming.
But I feel like its all clear now.

My life. 
My Career,
My Aspirations.

Its good to be grounded.
To have sunshine and rainbows follow you around
You should try it sometime

But for now...Im going to bed. This is enough updating for one day.
--XOXO--

P.S.-- Please enjoy this song as my gift to you!

..If you've never heard Jesse Ruben I suggest you get to YouTubing him.
You'll fall in love
Promise.